i know i’m pushing him away, but he’s so ready to dive into ‘something’ with me, and i’m not really looking for anything much, i told him it would be cool to have a new friend, but he seems to think he can change my mind. He’s really sweet and caring, but, i don’t know. Why can’t he just be okay with friendship for now? blahhhhh, plus he asks me about every little thing i do all the time :l for instance, he asked me what i did last night twice. i just repeatedly told him “stuff” hah. 

i don’t know i don’t know. i do know i do not want to be dealing with this.